Well another week has flown by yet again! Today begins week 5 of transfer 7! So weird!
This weeks big highlight was Friday and Saturday's mayhem. We had the shortest exchange ever this past Friday that lasted from 11am to 8:30pm (normally they're 24 hours). I remained in Kitsap Lake and had Sister Bishop join me. We talked about lots of random things but I think the thing that stood out most of all was people and our purpose as missionaries (and as members of Christ's true church).
We talked a lot about how missionary work can't simply involve "finding, teaching, and baptizing" people who have yet to come to the truth. We are trying to build up God's kingdom and that includes strengthening those who have already made the covenants to follow God's path. It was a really good really inspiring conversation that left me with a renewed and strengthened love for what it truly means to be a missionary.
The reason our exchange was so short was because Sister Liao went and took the TOEFL test (Test of English as a Foreign Language) in order to attend college in the States. I spent the day in Tacoma with my former MTC companion. It was fun but I missed Kitsap and was happy to return. That night was filled with miracles as we found two new investigators who seem really open and ready for the blessings of the gospel and we also found an older gentleman who is a member but hasn't been in a long time that is now someone the members are reaching out to.
The gospel is a beautiful thing which has been organized by a loving God to give support to all His children no matter what stage of life they're in. In both the good and bad times our loving Heavenly Father is there for us.
The Atonement continues to be a focus of mine. In Matthew 26 we can read our Savior's experience in the Garden of Gethsemane as He suffered for OUR sins and mistakes and grief and pains.
36 ¶Then cometh Jesus with them unto a place called Gethsemane, and saith unto the disciples, Sit ye here, while I go and pray yonder.
37 And he took with him Peter and the two sons of Zebedee, and began to be sorrowful and very heavy.
38 Then saith he unto them, My soul is exceeding sorrowful, even unto death: tarry ye here, and watch with me.
39 And he went a little further, and fell on his face, and prayed, saying, O my Father, if it be possible, let this cup pass from me: nevertheless not as I will, but as thou wilt.
40 And he cometh unto the disciples, and findeth them asleep, and saith unto Peter, What, could ye not watch with me one hour?
41 Watch and pray, that ye enter not into temptation: the spirit indeed is willing, but the flesh is weak.
42 He went away again the second time, and prayed, saying, O my Father, if this cup may not pass away from me, except I drink it, thy will be done.
43 And he came and found them asleep again: for their eyes were heavy.
44 And he left them, and went away again, and prayed the third time, saying the same words.
Even the Savior asked for His trials to be removed and then He continued by saying that regardless of that He would do the Father's will as He set the example for how we should each face our personal trials.
In Luke 22 we learn an important principle about the Atonement.
39 ¶And he came out, and went, as he was wont, to the mount of Olives; and his disciples also followed him.
40 And when he was at the place, he said unto them, Pray that ye enter not into temptation.
41 And he was withdrawn from them about a stone’s cast, and kneeled down, and prayed,
42 Saying, Father, if thou be willing, remove this cup from me: nevertheless not my will, but thine, be done.
43 And there appeared an angel unto him from heaven, strengthening him.
44 And being in an agony he prayed more earnestly: and his sweat was as it were great drops of blood falling down to the ground.
Our Savior wasn't left alone in the garden but He alone paid the price for our sins.
John 15
13 Greater love hath no man than this, that a man lay down his life for his friends.
Our Savior paid the price for us because He loves us more than we are capable or can understand. He is perfect. Our Heavenly Father hasn't asked us to be perfect but He has asked that we try. He has asked that we learn each time we make a mistake. Christ has already paid the price for our mistakes.
Helaman 5
10 And remember also the words which Amulek spake unto Zeezrom, in the city of Ammonihah; for he said unto him that the Lord surely should come to redeem his people, but that he should not come to redeem them in their sins, but to redeem them from their sins.
This life is our Garden of Gethsemane where we will experience all sorts of joy and pain, but just like Christ our Loving Father doesn't leave us alone. He sent His Son to pay the price and all He asks is that we learn and grow and improve to become a better person.
I've gotten some complaints that I don't ever tell how I'm doing in my emails home so I'll try to include that. I am doing so well that words can't explain. I have felt the redeeming power and the strengthening power as I have been in the WA-TAC. My mission has helped me to change and see life in a different light. I am so grateful for the growth as I have been able to gain a portion of an idea of just how miraculous this Gospel is. I can't begin to express my gratitude for this time to serve or for the unconditional love given us by our loving Heavenly Father as He restored (brought back) His TRUE complete gospel by the smallest and simplest means. Words can't begin to describe how wonderful I am doing because of this time to serve and this knowledge I have gained.
Earlier this week my companion and I were accused of having "blind faith" and in response I can say without a doubt that my faith is the furthest from being blind that it ever has been in my life. As a child and teenager and even a year and a half ago my faith was blind but I have seen the evidence of God's hand in my life and the lives of those who have received the fullness of the gospel into their lives. I have felt the confirmation as I've witnessed countless miracles. I haven't had an angel come to me or seen a blind man healed or anything massive in that manner but by the small and simple things I have had God bring into my life a light that has removed any chance that I could be blindly following.
Alma 37
6 Now ye may suppose that this is foolishness in me; but behold I say unto you, that by small and simple things are great things brought to pass; and small means in many instances doth confound the wise.
I've said it countless times and I will say it again. I know that my Redeemer live. He is our brother, He is our Savior, He is Jesus Christ the Son of the living God who is our literal Father. I say that without a doubt. I know Jesus Christ restored HIS church to the Earth through simple means of a 14 year old boy who had faith beyond anyone else in that time. I know that the church is ran exactly as it was in biblical times with a living prophet today who was called by God and given the authority to act in His name for the salvation of His children. With that knowledge I have faith in everything else and will bear witness of my Savior with every breath I have until the end.
I hope you all may feel the atonement in your life strengthening you in the times you need it. Until next week I leave my testimony with you in the name of our Savior Jesus Christ. Amen.